Ashley36's Journals

ANGEL

A=ASSHOLE

N=NAUGHTY

G=GOOSE SHIT

E=EGGROLE

L=LOSER

WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?

JANUARY-----------I RAPED
FEBRUARY---------I KICKED
MARCH-------------I SLEPT WITH
APRIL---------------I KILLED
MAY-----------------I SLAPPED
JUNE----------------I BEAT UP
JULY-----------------I BITCH SLAPPED
AUGUST------------I DREAMED ABOUT
SEPTEMBER--------I FUCKED
OCTOBER-----------I MADE OUT WITH
NOVEMBER---------I RAPED
DECEMBER----------I KISSED

- DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON

1--------A HOBO
2--------MY BESTFRIEND
3--------YOU
4--------D-D-D-D-D-D-DORA (THE EXPLORER)
5-------- a mexican
6--------A TREE
7-------A NOODLE
8--------A GIRL NAMED TIFFANY
9--------A SPOON
10-------A COW
11------A LESBIAN
12-------MY NEIGHBOR
13-------A HOE
14--------A MOP
15-------A LESBIAN
16-------MI TRUE LUV
17-------A PREP
18-------MY EX
19------- A GANGSTER
20-------MYSELF
21-------MY HOMIES GF/BF
22------- SPONGE BOB
23-------the love of my life.
24-------MY BOYFRIEND
25-------A Dildo
26-------1000 people
27-------A HATER
28-------A BANANNA
29-------A GOTH
30-------HIM/HER
31-------MY UNCLE

- COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT

WHITE---------BECAUSE IM A POWER RANGER
BLACK---------- BECAUSE THAT BITCH STOLE MY TACO
TAN------------ BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT!
YELLOW--------BECAUSE THE VOICES TOLD ME TO.
GREEN------------BECAUSE IM SO SEXXII
BLUE----------BECAUSE THATâ�™S WHAT I DO
PURPLE---------BECAUSE I CAN.
PLAID-----------BECAUSE IM HOTT.
GRAY------------BECAUSE IM BALLIN.
NO SHIRT ------BECAUSE IM A PORN STAR.
ORANGE--------BECAUSE THATâ�™S HOW I ROLL.
RED--------------BECAUSE I WAS HIGH.
MAROON--------BECAUSE I WAS DRUNK.
BROWN--------- BECAUSE THAT IS WHY IM HOTT
STRIPED---------BECAUSE UR MOM SAID SO.
TURQUOISE-----BECAUSE I LOVE HIM/HER
PINK---------------BECAUSE HE WAS FINE
TYE-DIE----------BECAUSE IM IN LOVE
OTHER------------BECAUSE IT WAS ILLEGAL

THere u have it.

This story goes out to my gurl BEAUTIFULMEA .AKA. ANGEL

Alone With the voices running through my head, sometimes I wish I was dead. I'm in serious shit, feeling totally lost. Trying to find love at all cost. I am asking for help because being alone has opened up my eyes. Love will never work if only one tries. I keep asking myself, how did i end up alone. All my hope is gone. As I close my eyes to find why, the emptiness wants me to die. Where did i go wrong, this is my feelings not a song. I'm all mixed up, don't know which way to turn, for the love I yearn. It is too much pain, to be alone is a shame. Who is the blame. Maybe I was a fool, for not trusting you. I tried to pretend it doesn't bother me but when i open my eyes the darkness is all i see. no one here to love me. loneliness brings madness. voices in my head screams my name. loneliness is emptiness of nothing but pain. Death is the end of all the pain. Why should you care, you wasn't there. I was so alone. I'm starting to trip that i'm losing my grip- of reality. Locked in my head alone for eternity, trying to keep my sanity. It's the first time I've been felt this lonely. Wish someone would cure this pain with my empty heart. To fill the emptiness, where do i start. Where do I go from here. Loneliness is what i fear. Loneliness is the deal and emptiness is all i feel. In my head is a personal hell, like being locked away in jail. I cannot take it anymore. i'm saying everything I said before, wish i could find a way to disappear. i've felt this way before- so insecure. I can't seem to find myself again. My walls are closing in, I just end up hurt again. I've lost so much, I'm so afraid- I'm out of touch. No matter how hard i try, I can't seem to convince myself why. I'm stuck on the outside, I tried so hard and get so far. but in the end it doesn't even matter. All I get is loneliness and emptiness.

Whats your favorite color!

Pâ�¢Iâ�¢Nâ�¢Kâ�¢
i really don't care
Bâ�¢Lâ�¢Uâ�¢Eâ�¢
Your single but u like some one.
Mâ�¢Aâ�¢Gâ�¢Eâ�¢Nâ�¢Tâ�¢Aâ�¢
Heartbroken
Wâ�¢Hâ�¢Iâ�¢Tâ�¢Eâ�¢
taken and happy
Pâ�¢Uâ�¢Râ�¢Pâ�¢Lâ�¢Eâ�¢
Wish you could go back in time
Bâ�¢Lâ�¢Aâ�¢Câ�¢Kâ�¢
Taken & Loving it and love that person alot
Oâ�¢Râ�¢Aâ�¢Nâ�¢Gâ�¢Eâ�¢
Like someone but they don't like u back
Yâ�¢Eâ�¢Lâ�¢Lâ�¢Oâ�¢Wâ�¢
Single, not hating it, not loving it, just waiting for someone...
Gâ�¢Râ�¢Eâ�¢Eâ�¢Nâ�¢
Like someone that says they like you back, but not going out,
Râ�¢Eâ�¢D
confused
Tâ�¢Uâ�¢Râ�¢Qâ�¢Uâ�¢Oâ�¢Iâ�¢Sâ�¢E
Im a crime fighting ninja turtle

Music

MUSIC PEOPLE:I may not have all the singers and

bands ,but i have alot for you to see,and sorry if the

band or singer is not up there.HAVE FUN!!!!

BANDS:

1.Fall Out Boy

2.30 Seconds to mars

3.My cheimical Romance

4Gym Class Heroes

5.Nickelback

6.All American Rejects

7.The Fray

8.Maroon 5

9.Hinder

10.Daughty

11.3 Doors Down

12.Good Charlotte

13.Papa Roach

14.Fort Minor

15.LifeHouse

MALE SINGERS:

1.NE-YO

2.Chris Brown

3.Chamillionaire

4.T-Pain

5.50 Cent

6.Ludacris

7.T.I

8.Busta Rhymes

9.Justin Timberlake

10.Paul Wall

11.Mims

12.Kayne West

13.Jamie Foxx

14.P.Diddy

15.LL Cool J

16.Timbaland

FEMALE SINGERS:

1.fergie

2.Ciara

3.Beyonce

4.Missy Elliott

5.Avril Lavigne

6.Kelly Clarkson

7.Carrie Underwood

8.Nelly Furtado

9.Mariah Carey

10.Rihanna

11.Pink

12.Lily Allen

13.Gwen Stefani

14.Shakira

15.hilary Duff

There you go thats all i have for now. Thanks for reading.

colors

Blue- Just started going out with someone
Red - Taken and love that person.
Green - Taken and thinking about breaking up.
Pink - Taken and cheating on someone.
Lime green - Married
Orange -Single & love your ex.
Black - Single and hating it.
Yellow - Single and loving it.
white- Single and not loving it, and not really hating it.
Purple - Heartbroken and miss your first love.
Baby Blue - Confused
Teal- I am a ninja.
Hot Pink- Single and liking someone.
Purple and a half- A high NInJa!!!
black red and blue- a sexy ninja!!!

what color of shirt are you wearing

what color of shirt are you wearing right now. find the one you are.

Red=loud
Green=stupid
Blue=innocent
Gray=cranky
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=skanky
Purple=a little TOO happy
Black= sexy
Orange=funny
White= gorgeous
Pink= preppy
Brown=cool
Multicolored= sweaty
Other= Hott

school sucks

school suck. school is boring and some teachers are perves and some are stupid and some are kool. But school lunches are bad they taste like feet. classrooms are boring to. making fun of teachers is fun. making them look bad in front of the class. we should only have school 3days a week. the princlpes are stupid too. i hate schoollllll.

the walk home

one day i was walking home with my friend and we stopped to buy a drink and it got out of hand because when we started walking again i started spitting my pop at her she started to then we wasted are pops and i found another drink on the side of the road and i was walking behind her so she could not see what i was doing so then i picked it up and throw it on her and there was cirrette buts in the drinck to. It was funny to. then i found cat food when we were almost home and i picked it up and pored it on her i started lauphie so hard i fell to the groud. that was my walk home.

I had a BF today.

So i was in school ,and we had a sub ,and she was so stupid that i started acting out ,and she sent me to detention. So then i told her no about going to detention. So she sent me to the princil ,and i was back talking two him ,and then he said that i get expesleed for 4 days. So then i had a BF.